i often wonder why do i even blog ... even though i know so many people are reading my blog and secretly ... back stabbing me. something i say, will release an unwilling knife from my back but people just keep on stabbing me with more and more ... whatever it is. i just dont know how to handle it anymore.

i rather not blog here anymore as it helps "unknown" people to kill me.

i had enough of this. for those who are reading this. it is your fault.

you can say i am selfish and cant seem to blame myself ... but hey, think about it. it is YOUR fault after all.

i am done blogging. if i want to continue, it would be in another place. no more will i suffer this ... humility.

rick.